Don't know what to call it.

There is someone, you think you don't care about.
But, he just keeps appearing in your thoughts, and the memories keep coming back.
You think of the sweet moments, other times, you just think of the bad times, when you'v felt hurt.

Now it's been so long, you don't even remember many of the things that happened. You're just left with the bitter taste that lingers.

But even now, you wonder...
Does he think of me, like the way I do ?
Does he remember the old times, like the way I do ?
Does he feel bad about the things that happened, like the way I do ?
Is he happy ?

You feel sad, when something unfortunate happes to him.
You don't feel happy either, when something fortunate happens to him.

Sometimes, You wonder if you are good ?
Sometimes, You declare you are bad.

Othertimes, you just continue to wonder.

Whatever do you call this feeling ?

Liked the lyrics. Yet to listen to it.

My Immortal - Evanecence

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along